I dreamed a dream

To put this on record.

Eyes flicked open this morning at 4.15am. I woke up thinking about you. It has been more than a week and it's still bothering me. You told me you may be seeing someone. Does that mean I still stand a chance? Is this a competition? My timing was bad. I was distracted by someone else, whom I thought could be the one, when THE one has been there waiting for some kind of reponse from me.

I was too dim to notice.

Someone else has caught your attention. I am probably not the one for you.... To be honest, there is still a glimmer of hope in me. If we are meant for each other, we'll be together.
But for now I leave you to pursue the other one.

I don't know. On one hand I would like things to work out for you, so you'll be happy. On the other, I still wish we can work this out again.

The dream of you offering your arm, warmth and affection cuts me so much, I wept when I woke up. I don't know how long this is going to take, but I hope you know... that I've fallen for you. Deeply so. Even my subconscious mind is thinking of you.

You told me not to dwell on it. But things like this don't come often... for me at least. Not to say it has been easy for you, but why don't you give me a chance?

Too little, too late?

I hope I'll figure it out soon. Maybe the dream will one day come true.

Maybe...